to be honest i've been feeling really miserable/bleak/desolate/dismal/hopeless lately.. i don't really want to get into it, just a bunch of things going wrong and can't see a good way out
![Sad :(](https://www.donationcoder.com/forum/Smileys/fun/sad.gif)
but truthfully i really don't want to talk about it.
what i should have said is that photo represents how i want to feel -- glimpsing a different, if uncertain, future.