Long time member leaving based on this? There are plenty (obviously in my opinion) worse in the basement. Which made me stop reading basement but leaving a forum even if OP was serious...nah
EDIT: Even if the replies were serious too .... As far as god goes, just look up at the sky and try to imagine how billions of galaxies and stars exist. Just think how they could come to exist. It is not about belief or lack of belief really, it is about letting your mind go and how such mind blowing things exist.
-rgdot
Y'know I have. But I wasn't able to reach any definite conclusions...
I've been told that "faith is a gift I you yet to receive." Which is fine by me if it is, in fact, an actual gift that can be bestowed. I'm known for being patient.
About the best I experience is a sense of wonder and a certain reverence for what I see as larger patterns and truths. But I'm no more closer to "The Answer" than I've ever been despite a good deal of work trying to discover it on and off over the years.
So in my case, I posses nothing more than whatever 'wisdom' and 'humility' comes from knowing that I
don't know. Truth is, I'm not even sure how to ask the question. Or what the question is. But IIRC, that's something Socrates spent a a fair bit of quality time contemplating. And even he didn't come up with the definitive answer if Plato is anything to go by.
However, if anything resembling a deity does decide to provide me the answer, then I can promise that I will be happy to furnish him/her/it with full and detailed questions in return.
In the meantime, "42" will have to suffice. At least for the time being.