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Living Room / Re: Like a bad penny...
« on: April 06, 2022, 06:44 AM »
About 2 weeks ago I was practicing my bass in the living room. Over the last few months it's felt like I was learning to play all over again, and I've developed a bad habit of staring at my fretboard, so I decided to start practicing in front of a mirror. That way I can eyeball position changes without looking down. After about 20 minutes I had to stop. My head was spinning like never before, my balance and coordination were even further off than usual, and I felt incredibly weak. The only thing that helped was reading on my phone in a brightly lit environment.
That was actually a big breakthrough for me, because now I realize that my symptoms at least aren't as complicated as they seem. There are actually 2 groups of symptoms. The first is the loss of information from literally every sense except sight and hearing. The others are caused by the motion sickness resulting from my vision sensing motion my body can't feel. I have the equivalent of VR sickness or space sickness, except worse, because I've almost entirely lost sensation in my internal organs.
This doesn't exactly get me closer to a diagnosis, but it does clarify the problem significantly. Since I won't be seeing my neurologist for almost 3 weeks, I did some testing on my own, hoping to verify my motion sickness hypothesis, and I'm sure of it now. I'm also really sick (pun intended) of motion sickness testing.
That was actually a big breakthrough for me, because now I realize that my symptoms at least aren't as complicated as they seem. There are actually 2 groups of symptoms. The first is the loss of information from literally every sense except sight and hearing. The others are caused by the motion sickness resulting from my vision sensing motion my body can't feel. I have the equivalent of VR sickness or space sickness, except worse, because I've almost entirely lost sensation in my internal organs.
This doesn't exactly get me closer to a diagnosis, but it does clarify the problem significantly. Since I won't be seeing my neurologist for almost 3 weeks, I did some testing on my own, hoping to verify my motion sickness hypothesis, and I'm sure of it now. I'm also really sick (pun intended) of motion sickness testing.